But I would choose that way minus the cutting if I ever had to because people wrongly make out the various other forms as "peaceful". Well let me tell you, suffocation and drowning are two horrible ways to go, and you could end up merely brain damaged permanently from this horrid, traumatic, upsetting and violent way to go. The cough reflex takes over your entire body if you push it too far, it would be horrible. Imagine when a glass of water goes down the wrong way, times a thousand and your life depends on it.
Gas and suffocation really increase the risk of brain damage, and yet again, gas ain't the same as in Sylvia plath's day. they put this stuff in there, pyridine--- "bone oil" and it's a volatile, vile, pungent odoriferous schtinky schtink, and it's put in there to 1 make you smell it and 2 again cause the cough and gag reflex, so using those methods is horrible and ill advised.
Jumping, while quick and dramatic, is frought with risks. You might laugh, but actually, they are real. Again you might just horribly injure, cripple yourself, and end up in a truly excruciating situation where you won't even be able to end it in the state you might be in. You could also become a cabbage yet again.
But it was actually anime [that peer reviewed font of knowledge] that made me think, where did we get the idea it's painless?!??! Someone from high school once forced me to "watch his anime." In it, SOmeone asked the ghost of a gal who killed herself by jumping "How did it feel?" and she goes "it REALLY hurt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I thought, fuck yeah, it would! Quick doesn't mean painless.
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Forgot to mentch, my mother honestly knew a guy, who jumped off a tal city building, she wasn't there at that time but colleagues said he must've obviously changed his mind, coz the last thing they heard him do before he hit the ground was scream. Most of the other ways, even after you start, they have some opportunity to back off, not that one. ANd it's so public, I reckon some people once they get outside attention feel pressured into going ahead with it lest they are made to feel like a stoopid attention seeking time waster. Which is ridiculous coz the only waste I see is of a valuable human life. I don't knwo why human life is valuable to me, I' the most irreligious poison you'll ever meet, and yet I value human life. i reckon it just perpetuates suffering, doesn't end it, to go out that way. Seek liberation of the mind, then the body will follow.
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